That moment when you and your guy fight over something and you hate to admit it's your fault (because it really is) and you have to put down every ounce of your pride just to keep him?
YES. I've had that moment. That was a feeling I did not want to experience once more. I felt like losing him and like my world would crash down to bits if I continued on fighting with him.
Situation:
You see, I'm a girl who is sweet and affectionate. Guilty is charged.
I really hate not seeing and hugging him for even a day. His reason? He's busy and tired and has got a whole lot of things to do. When I don't see him, my mood suddenly shifts from being fun, young and loving it to being a rude, not caring, b____. I don't know why I act this way. It's inborn. No hating.
Anyway, I didn't see him for a day so I went all bitchy on him -- telling him I'd leave him, acting like he doesn't matter anymore, wishing we'd never met, hoping my feelings would leave (Yes, i'm a very emotional person. Sorry.) but then my best friend texted all of a sudden and asked if I was doing fine. I opened up to her and she said that I should just understand and make way for his busy schedule. After all, he isn't doing anything stupid and irresponsible.
I apologized and while we were fighting, I realized how important he is to me, and how I don't want to lose him. I also realized that God gave him to me, so leaving him would not be a smart move. At the end of the day -- being the gentleman that he is, he told me he forgot about it and that he loves me still.
Oh how blessed I am to have someone like him.
